simple.

i meant to say something different.
a rarely said word or maybe a figurative phrase.
but the opportunity came and went and I was left with hey.
simple,plain,literal.

faux-hiatus.

the thing is, not because you stopped doing something means that you have stopped thinking

because the thoughts, they never cease
they are there constantly nagging your brain with new ideas, images and conflicts and recalling fantasies, recreating memories etc
and sometimes you just wonder how you could manage getting flooded with all those thoughts
everyday, sometimes every hour, even every minute

but then life moves fast as well, the influx of thoughts a mere reaction to that fast moving ever changing world we lived in
so I suppose the question would always be the same for everyone
because we can't be on faux-hiatus all the time
it is a reprieve only, never a remedy