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angelic? r u sure???

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You are one of the few out there whose wings are truly [b]ANGELIC[/b]. Selfless, powerful, and divine, you are one blessed with a certain cosmic grace. You are unequalled in peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of Light your wings are massive and a soft white or silver. Countless feathers grace them and radiate the light within you for all the world to see. You are a defender, protector, and caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver of the wrong, chances are you are taken advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often. But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in everyone and so this mistreatment does not make you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will try to help misguided souls find themselves and peace. However not all Angelics allow themselves to be gotten the better of - the Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting for the sake of Justice and protection of those less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever change - the world needs more people like you.Image Copyright Sheila Wolk (prints available through treefreegreetings.com) - words added by myself.

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sleepy

i meant to write something profound today
but i can't
my mind is
blank

busy
busy
busy

but still blogging

weird

oh well
not surprised
have always been crazy
and
i
really
wanna
share
something

as i was discussing dejavu and its constant occurence in my life
with a friend of mine
i discovered that there MAY
be a scientific explanation
to my being like this
hahhahahahha!!!
there may be something wrong daw with my brain
hahahahaha!!!
long term memory changed to short term memory and vice-versa
may confusion din daw sa aking brain
ahahahaha!!!
weird

so there
bagay na talaga ako sa mental hospital
hahahahaha!

~deep~

when people leave you
you cry dont you?
its actually the only way to ease the pain you're feeling
right?
you cry because you are at a lost as to what to do
you cry because its the only thing that can keep you from thinking
you cry because you have to
you cry therefore you ARE WEAK

i don't like being left behind
its one of the worst feeling in the world
imagine being left alone to handle all the pain
to handle everything else
imagine pretending to STRONG when deep inside you're really WEAK

I DON'T LIKE BEING LEFT BEHIND

perhaps that's the reason i never get to fully trust anybody
there would always be something i keep to myself no matter how close we are
i would always be secretive about something

ihadalwaysbeenthatway

because

when you give your full trust to somebody
you give yourself wholly
you risk yourself
you risk getting hurt
you risk getting LEFT BEHIND
you have to cry
you have to be WEAK

i guess now you can say
I HATE TAKING RISKS AS WELL
coz its a chain reaction
one thing leads to another



there something
that i revealed about myself again

breaking that mysterious facade
making a hole in my wall

*discover me

~nada~

right now
im feeling down
not because i don't have anyone
but because
i absolutely can't have anything
i am freaking out
not because of love or anything even close to the romantic cliche
for now i am done with that crap
its only because...
its a secret
i have to go

~oblivious~

oblivious to
secrets
messages
signals
to almost everything

sometimes people tend to really be oblivious to the what's happening around them
they tend to close their windows of observance and shy away to their comfort zone and then after which they also close the doors to the reality of the world
they tend to do those things and for what consequence?
i don't know
for what reasons?
i have no idea

and so what is left to do?
should you shy away too
or
should you try to persuade them
and bring them back to the world
they hate so much?

would it do them any good or would it instead bring more hurt to them?

*rhetorically stated

thorough confusion

new me
old me

free
gee

i don't know
i don't have any idea

crap!

got that?
nuh uhhh
don't think so..
figures..

~phantom~

secret admirer?
ngee
yeah right!
anyway what i am really trying to say here is that
guys can be really sweet if they want to
they could really go to a lot of trouble just to make you feel special
and i actually find anonymous gift givers sweet
BUT
unfortunately...
staying anonymous would get them [YOU] nowhere
unless of course they [YOU] decide to reveal themselves [YOURSELF] and
at least allow the girl [me?] they like to get to know them [you]
i mean its one thing to get "kilig" when someone gives you flowers
but its really a different thing when you get "kilig" when someone you actually know gives you flowers
not knowing who's giving you gifts and flowers actually makes you feel as though its not real
like he is some mystery you would never be allowed decipher
as though he is some silhoutte you could never phantom
as though he is a dream
a dream that would never really come true
so there...
just writing my thoughts...