~phantom~

secret admirer?
ngee
yeah right!
anyway what i am really trying to say here is that
guys can be really sweet if they want to
they could really go to a lot of trouble just to make you feel special
and i actually find anonymous gift givers sweet
BUT
unfortunately...
staying anonymous would get them [YOU] nowhere
unless of course they [YOU] decide to reveal themselves [YOURSELF] and
at least allow the girl [me?] they like to get to know them [you]
i mean its one thing to get "kilig" when someone gives you flowers
but its really a different thing when you get "kilig" when someone you actually know gives you flowers
not knowing who's giving you gifts and flowers actually makes you feel as though its not real
like he is some mystery you would never be allowed decipher
as though he is some silhoutte you could never phantom
as though he is a dream
a dream that would never really come true
so there...
just writing my thoughts...