~torn~

*i looked at you and smiled quietly to myself
you are oblivious of course to all my silent stares
am i to forever look at you hoping that you'll be
not just another dream nor fantasy?
am i to always wait then flee
and never be allowed to see?
will i ever be yours
or better yet
will you ever be mine?

haaayyyy....

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just when I thought everything is going right
everything came shattering back down again
one look
and i break down
one touch
and i came undone

damn!
i hate this kind of sh*t!