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Thursday, February 28, 2008

pleasant surprises..

there have been many unpleasant surprises in my life
and lately they have become more prominent
but today
though I found myself again immersed in the crazy world
of computer programming
some pleasant surprises came my way
first
I found out I got a 40/40 (perfect grade!) for
my subneting exam
which pulled up my grade in the previous exam
second
our papers for POM102 were returned
and we got a B
for us that was already high considering
that we did the paper for only one day
and that was without visuals and graphs pa
and third
I managed to correctly answer my quiz
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if only everyday can be like this...

because its complicated..

They said that I am someone
who is "madaling magsawa".
Maybe.
But I may also be just someone
who is afraid.
Afraid that if I get too close
I might get burned again.
Afraid to think that we really do
have a connection
only to find out in the end that
it was only just an illusion.
Afraid to wake up one day and
realize that my heart is yet
again broken.

I take break-ups seriously. I do not
play with people's hearts. And I am
wary of professed emotions. I may look
stupid at times and it may appear that
I rarely think but I do know a lot of
things. And I definitely understand
a lot more than I let on. I am very
observant and I know what's going on.

They said that I am too paranoid and
too cautious for my own good. That I
was only making life more complicated by
doing so.
Maybe.
But I am also just protecting my heart.
My heart has been broken so many times despite
my careful protections and I think
it is about time I increase the security
surrounding it.

For others it might look like the perfect
fairytale but I do not share the same
views. Everything is going way too fast
and its freaking me out. Suddenly everything
was out in the open I barely have time to
think things through.

People should be more suspicious rather than
judging. They should be more cooperative rather
than biased. And they shouldn't take sides
if only to make a fairytale come true
because quite frankly they are not fairy godmothers
and we are not living a fairytale.
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

incriminating..

Pumapayag ka na ganyan ang sitwasyon?
Payag ka na ganyan ka LANG liz?

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my answer.

OO. T*ang* ako eh. so what?
masaya naman ako kahit saglit lang.

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goes to show you all
that
I NEVER learn..

Everything I have previously said and written
were all junked
because in the end
I became like Blaire
I chose Nate over Chuck.
I chose fleeting happiness rather than eternal security.
Geesshhh..
stupid heart

how to break a heart:::

3 sure steps to breaking someone else's heart

1) you make him wait
2) you make him wait a little more
3) then you leave him hanging...

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having to dumped someone is definitely not the best feeling
in the world especially when you really CARE for the other
person. Eventhough it doesn't hurt as much, it certainly
still hurts.
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