philosophizing.

Was I saddened because of the loss of a dear friend? Do I feel this way because I regret the loss of a rising star? Or was everything just a manifestation of my fear? Am I being this depressed merely because I was reminded of my own mortality? I hope it is because of all those things. I think it would be greatly demeaning to consider myself so selfish that when I thought of her, I only thought of me. No, I am not as far gone as that. I am still not that self-centered.

I know, I’ll miss you Mary. Dance with the angels now and watch over me ok? Keep on smiling. Rest in peace. Thank you for being an inspiration.