Tight.

{image taken from a myspace page}


One more night.
One more day.
After which I'll hold you tight.

One more sight.
One more say.
Then I'll turn off the light.

No more fights.
No more flays.
I swear this is goodnight.

back from first week in law school..

My father was very excited.
You can actually see it on his face.
So how can I refuse the old man when he acts like that?
Anyway....
after one week in law school
I feel:
tired but excited...

I surprisingly liked being a law student
True, there is a lot of reading involved
and thousands of scary recitations but
when I really sit down and focus
its actually a lot easier than when I
was taking my undergraduate degree...

Also, the people are very welcoming.
Classmates are very helpful and upperclassmen
are very open.

The environment is very different from
Ateneo and I really have a lot of adjusting
to do but I have been through so much
and I think I can handle that...

But really I have a lot to thank Ateneo for...
Quality education talaga...
thanks to Fr.Dacanay's friday quizzes
and Philo dept's closed book orals
and three inches thick worth of readings,
to Sir Santiago's impromptu recitations
and to Ms.Mendiola's grammatically correct
papers etc..I am very well equipped to
tackle law school demands...

Weird as it may sound
I am suddenly very optimistic
about this...

:)

someday
all of these
would be worth it
my father's hardwork
my mother's tears
my sister's patience
my relatives' support

one day
IT WOULD ALL BE
WORTH IT
I PROMISE..

retaliating...

the minister's cat is a scaredy cat...

I am afraid.
Nothing else left to say
except that
YES I AM A COWARD
a perpetual leech

sorry everyone

Hu.

I am the delightful paradox
All the world is my stage
I set new trails ablaze
I seek the unattainable
And try the untried
I dance to life's music
In gay abandon
Come with me on my carousel rides
See the myriad of colors
The flickering of lights
All hail me the unparalleled performer
I AM THE TIGER.

-Theodora Lau

just thinking again...

if we are not allowed to be happy
what else is there to look forward to?

re: [YOU] ?

I suppose I would always be unsure
of where I stand...
I do not know if I am a friend,
an enemy, or maybe just
a passing bad memory...
I always pretend casual
nonchalance whenever I
happen to have a few ym
conversations with you
because like I said
I do not where I stand...
I do not know if
that post was meant
for me but I'll
be very assuming
this time around...

I also had weird
dreams recently
and there was one
that involves you
too...

I never knew
what my dreams meant
and quite frankly
I never really
paid them too much
attention...
until now...

I guess our mutual
dreams are fate's
way of telling us
that we need to talk
AS IN REALLY TALK...

I left a few things hanging
when I "ended" whatever
it is that we have...
I never explained whatever
happened clearly to you...

so I guess I owe you
an explanation...
its the closest we can ever
have to a proper "closure"...

and after that
I hope we can both
start anew...

and if you happen to read this post
will you message me please?