grey's anatomy

Intimacy is a four syllable word for "Here are my heart and soul - please grind them into hamburger and enjoy.



I don't know why we put things off. But if I had to guess, I'd say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of pain, fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, any decision, because what if you're wrong?



See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. Once in a while people may even take your breath away. That's what you have to believe.



-Grey's anatomy

(no subject)

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take note, love one who will fight for you

and bravely face each and every consequence...



Someone whom you can call "MINE"

rather than "IDEAL"

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one of the earliest lessons that I have learned in life

is this:

I cannot own everything.

It doesn't matter how much I wanted

something to be mine if its not meant for me then its never going

to be mine







oh well,

I do not live in UTOPIA

the world I live in is far from perfect

there are rules

and societal norms

that we all must follow

there are boundaries

limiting our every move

forbidding everything out of the ordinary

but who knows

maybe one day

I'll live in a perfect world

where I can call him mine

and where he wouldn't be just an "IDEAL"

maybe just maybe

one day he will forget about her

and forget the kind of "security"

she offers

and fall for me instead



but until then

I'll content myself

with just being with him

even if this is just a game for him

I'll just close my eyes for a moment

and pretend that I live in a perfect world

savoring every forbidden moment

because I know

that at the end of the day

I'll open my eyes

only to see him happily with her

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hahahaha..i just wanted to post something cheesy..;p

~Turbulent sorrows~

Misty skies

and mounting dews



Cloudy eyes

and brimming rues



Heaving winds

and uncontrollable sleet



Shaking hints

and unstoppable feet



Freeing seas

and thrashing trees



Raging tears

and stomping fears



Rain.

Cry.



Storm.

Weep.





-Rich-

crystal clear

because no matter what happens

THE TRUTH WOULD ALWAYS BE WORSE THAN THE LIE

so i better lie and keep my mouth shut

harhar
as if i can really do that

stupid analogy

kanina habang
nagbabasa ako sa isang sulok ng kwarto ko
at nakikinig sa nakakalokong radio station
kung saan nagpapatugtog ang mga DJ
ng mga senti na songs
biglang may pumasok sa isip ko
at nais ko ibahagi sa inyo ang napagnilayan ko
babala lang ha
hindi ito seryoso
bagkus isa itong weirdo na pahayag ng isang tao
na maiituturing na sawi sa pag-ibig
na nais pagtawanan ang kinalalagyang sitwasyon
kaya pagpasensyahan nalang ang pagkacorny nito


naisip ko na kung ihahambing ko ang aking sarili sa isang theater character
malamang ako si EPONINE ng Les Miserables at ikaw si Marius na KAIBIGAN ko
na patay na patay kay Cosette. At sino pa ba ang pinakamainam na maaring ihalintulad
kay Cosette? Malamang siya..
at habang patuloy akong mag-isang kumakanta ng ON MY OWN kayong dalawa naman masayang
magkasama, nagtitinginan at kumakanta ng A HEART FULL OF LOVE
at dahil isa akong martir bigla akong mababaril dahil ililigtas kita kaya naman matapos ang gulo
hahagkan mo ko at sasabihing hindi mo ako iiwan
at ako naman si ewan na naniwala sayo
hindi ko man lang naisip na malamang hindi mo nga ako iiwan dahil
helo naman noh???
mamamatay na nga ako diba onti nalang ang itatagal ko malamang sasamahan mo ko dahil ilang
minuto nalang naman un diba
at sa wakas pag pikit na ang mata ko
iiyak ka sandali, tatayo at pupunta kay Cosette at pagkatapos malilimutan mo na ako
ang saklap naman talaga oh
tsk tsk tsk

naisip ko din na kung isa naman akong comic character
malamang ako si BETTY ng Betty and Veronica at siyempre ikaw si Archie na kahit hindi gwapo
eh halos magkandarama ako sa kahahabol
at hindi na tinatanong kung sino si Veronica dahil alam nating lahat na siya na yun
Sa tingin ko nga ito ang pinakamagandang halimbawang gamitin upang maitindihan ng ibang tao ang
sitwasyon ko
sa totoo lang simple lang naman ang sitwasyon eh
Ganto lang kasimple
Ikaw si ARCHIE na feeling "on top of the world "dahil kayo na ni VERONICA. Si Veronica{siya} na
maganda, may pera, seksi at ewan ko kung ano pa. Pero dahil isa kang malaking "FLIRT"
at parang hindi ka pa kuntento kay Veronica, nakikipagflirt ka kay BETTY na kaibigan mo.
Si Betty {ako} naman dahil patay na patay sayo hinahayaan ka lang. Kayo ni Betty madalas magkasama
mas madalas pa nga kaysa kay Veronica. Halos buong araw kayo ang magkasama, masaya
kayong nagtatawanan kasama sila Jughead, kumakain sa Pop Tate's, at naglalaro ng sports
pero pag tapos na ang araw at sumapit na ang gabi sino pupuntahan mo?
Si Veronica.
Sino tatawagan mo at igigreet ng gudnyt?
Si Betty.
Pero sino tatawagan mo at sasabihang iluvu?
Si VERONICA.
tsk tsk tsk
ang buhay nga naman
ndi tlga patas

.....

ADIDAS

"Impossible is Nothing"

i didn't know that champion swimmer
handsome athlete
sexy and super hot body
Ian Thorpe can draw



wow..?
amazing..?

gulong0gulo

one night while i was comfortably lying on my bed
trying to figure out what I am going to do
a text message from a friend disturbed me
it was probably a group message
but it affected me personally
here's what she sent..

"at some point, you have 2 make a decision. Boundaries dnt kip other people out
they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we are made. So u cn waste ur life
drawing lines or u cn live ur life crossing dem. But dr r some lines dt r way too
dangerous to cross. Here's wt i knw, if ur willing 2 take d chance, da view from
the other side is spectacular"
-meredith grey...grey's anatomy

it was probably the best advice for me at the moment
but i just can't seem to follow it
i'm probably too slow on the uptake or too dense for my own sake

here's another message from another close friend
there is something about my friends though
I noticed that they were fond of sending quotes
taken from the series Grey's anatomy

"d most interesting thing abt hart transplants is dt 1 completely loses hs own hart
and b rplaced with sm1 else's yt stl has d filings 4 d same prson he/she lovs. ds proves
dt love works n d minds of ppl and not in dr harts. bottomlyn is, lov is a st8 of mind.
ul learn hw 2 4gt only f u try doin so."
-Grey's Anatomy

i have always been a firm believer of the saying "mind over matter"
i always believed that everything can be taught and learned
and loving someone not excluded


kaya naman to hell with you
ok pa naman ang konsepto ko ng "right and wrong"
at ng "dapat at hindi dapat"
marunong pa rin akong magdistinguish
between "just friends at more than friends"

tama na ang laro

ndi na maganda to

nasasaktan na ako

=(..

Royalty

I saw Prince Harry and Prince William being interviewed a while ago
And I noticed that Prince William's hair is thinning
He doesn't look as handsome as he used to
Now he unfortunately resembles his father

On the other hand, Prince Harry's appearance seems to improve
I guess the years of partying with the "almost common people" did him some good
I bet they taught him how to dress up properly

hehehe

un lang..
;p

thank you..

Heavens listen
A turn of a head
And a smile of god

Blessings abound
A moments worth
And a glorious birth

Happiness floats
A single tune
And I was done...