?!FSDEW#$%^&*()!!!!!!

i had lost the battle










eh kahit nmn anong sbihin ko ndi ka na maniniwala
im a goddamn consummate liar diba?
lahat nmn ng tao ngaun ganyan na tingin sakin
cge sirain mo na lahat ng view sakin ng lahat ng tao
para pagngumiti ako ndi na nila papansinin
at pag umiyak ako wla na ring papansin
magiging invisible nalang din ako

just remember that YOU also made me cry
and while I shed buckets of tears for him
I never let him see them
but I had CRIED IN FRONT OF YOU
and those tears were real
at least believe that "measly" thing
even if its the only thing you would ever believe
from me