howso???because spanish is my romantic language of sorts...

i was UNDENIABLY INCREDIBLY ANGRY this morning.
in feite vervloekte ik door de 1 uaandrijving op mijn manier aan school.
ik denk dat ik nooit dat veel in mijn volledig leven heb vervloekt.
maar ik had de rest van de dag om dingen door te denken en nu
ben ik zeker dat ik heb een aannemelijke conclusie genomen.
ik wist dat ik omdat boos was ik was vermoeid en
onbetwistbaar met behoefte aan slaap. maar ik
wist ook dat ik boos was
et j'ai réalisé maintenant que c'était la
dernière chose que je dois faire.
tellement maintenant j'ai conclu que les espérances
devraient être limité. mais afin de faire cela
l'atteinte dehors et interprétations fausses devrait
également être diminuent sinon tous ensemble arrêtés.
et par conséquent l'envoi de mélangé les signaux devraient
s'arrêter aussi bien. son tout à fait un défi hein ?
pas vraiment… je crois son juste une
question de perspective…
see its ALMOST a game...
en dehors de que je ne suis pas
certain si tout existerait a vainqueur. récemment
j'ai cette [kakokefi] doute que rien bon viendrait
toujours de celui-ci indépendamment de combien
il est affairé je suis avec la substance scolaire ce doute
il serait tiré à mon cerveau et suis tombé souvent dormi
avec cette pensée à ma tête et ainsi ai réveillé toujours sur
t o [aisthimalypimenos] ? dépressif ? im non
réellement certain que est ce im
réellement [aisthamenos] [loxotomo] se mis nom à…
but at the end of the day
after mulling things through
i always end up feeling
determined
il relativo abbastanza in modo allarmante
come il mio giorno può realmente cambiare
con appena un'esitazione semplice di un
pensiero ma non posso realmente protestare
realmente ho pregato per questo posso quasi
riderle dell'assurdità tutta la qualità sa che la
mia vita ha improvvisamente girato upside-down
ed ho no idea come restituirla alla
relativa forma originale non sono neppure sicuro io
voglio… hmmm.
i think i should have titled this blogpost
SURRENDER
hahaha… pansement
Che temps fan abbia smesso di combattere l' ; κόλαση
persino σκέφτομαι Che ci όχι SID stato Μάιος ενώνω
lotta Che όχι abbia avuto Μάιος scelta abbia
fatto EC; το όχι voglio pensare esso όποιο comunque νόημα
something as sinister as fate
should not enter the picture
haaayyy maar mien gad! een eenvoudige disloquement
in positie en l' de steekproef van de hand
doet werkelijk bevroren me en eenvoudige forçadamente niet zelfs glimlachen
een glimlach vul ik fez aan mijn knieën geringe gaan darnit!
and now after saying
that
i think that i should have
titled this blogpost as
CONFESSION..
yes that would be the most appropriate
....

P.S su artificial frío esto más allá de
pocos días si im que siente un pedacito
loco puede ser que concluya que los
dementors de la serie de Harry Potter
esté aquí invasión de nuestro país hahaha vainas
realmente debo estar fuera de mi mente para decir eso
argghhh
qué me está sucediendo?

Published Baby!

I AM FREAKING PUBLISHED!!!
well not me really but
MY POEM!!!

hahaha!

and it wasn't my best poem either

but it feels good..

hehe

check it out

http://www.ahrchk.net/pub/mainfile.php/hrculture/307/

on the immersion scandal.

nakakainis lang ung mga ibang tao.
kinalat pa tlga ung blog entry nya.
kapal pa nung ibang
magcomment ng mga masasama
akala mo kung sino silang mga
santo at santa.
if I know ganun din nmn ung
mga blog entry nila pagkagaling nila
ng immersion nila noh.
and sigurado ko na ganun din
ung ginawa nila pagdating nila
sa mga bahay nila.
nasasabi ko to kasi ganun din
ginawa ko pagdating ko noh.
bkt ndi ba sila naligo ng husto
pagdating nila?
ndi ba sila natuwa na matulog
sa malambot na kama?
ndi ba sila nagrejoice nung
makabalik sila sa may
electricity na lugar?
may mga nagtry pa magpasok ng
philo sa mga comment nila about
the girl.
akala mo tlga ang gagaling eh noh.
grabe kung humusga.
Thing is,
that blog entry was supposed to be
for her friends.
Malamang exaggerated ng unti un.
Xmpre pag nagkwento ka sa mga
kaibigan mo mjo madrama.
saka sinabi nmn nya may mga
natutunan din xa kahit papano.
ndi nlng cnulat un dun.
bat kc may mga chismoso at chismosa
sa mundo.
para sakin
mas malala pa nga ung nagkakalat ng
blog entry nya kesa sa kanya.
at least xa nagpapakatotoo.
eh ung mga nagkakalat at nagsasabi na
nakakahiya xa?
aun in denial to the maximum level.
bulag din.
feeling kc nila "better" people cla kc
at least cla "naawa" cla sa mga tao
sa immersion nila.
sus! may natulong ba kaya itong
mga ito sa immersion family nila?
sigurado other than the short term
theo project
wla na cla ibng natulong noh.
ok lang cgro ung mga comment nung iba eh
ung mga may K tlga na magcomment
ng ganun kc bka ung iba may mga nagawa
tlga at ung tipong nagkaron ng life
changing experience. ung bang
gusto na nila maging volunteers or
maging madre at pari.
pro ung iba nakakainis tlga.
ung iba kc kilala ko and i know
for a fact na ganun na ganun
din reaction nila pagkagaling
nila sa immersion.
pro ngaun feeling tlga nila mas maganda
ang pagkatao nila kesa dun sa girl.
sh*t tlga.
nakakagalit.
oh btw
i don't know personally know the girl
pro nakikita ko xa sa school and naging
classmate ko ata sa philo.
so ndi ko xa parang pinagtatanggol coz
we're friends
naiinis lang tlga ko sa mga nagkakalat
at nagsasabi na nakakahiya xa.

underdog.

I had just finished reading a story.
And once again I found myself drawn
not to the main characters nor to the
villain but to a minor character.
I wonder why I always do that...
everytime I read a story I always
relate more to the minor character
whose story is always incomplete...
I guess that is why I love spinoffs
and fanfiction...
so yeah I liked Leah more than I liked
Edward or Bella
I'm more interested in Faramir's story
than with Frodo's journey
I loved learning about Bunny
rather than read about Richard
Pore over Brianna than read lengthy lines
about Claire
Imagined Damien's personality more
than Cayce's
I'm more fascinated with Albert and Heidi
rather than with Mercedes or Edmound
etc...

just like that.

everyday is like a mystery.
they say that mysteries are not supposed to be
solved and yet here I am breaking down
every moment hoping to decipher
something which might or might not even
be there.
a text message. a ym conversation.
a brief hand contact. a shy glance.
a surprise touch. a teasing grin.
everything is not perpetuated with sparks
or magic but all of them despite the lack of
the things I've always looked for
is beautiful.
colorful even.
and just a few minutes ago
I read something.
and just like that
something clicked
and somehow part of the puzzle falls
into place.
the mystery though not solved
somehow made more sense...


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P.S
because I'm a sucker for memories
I just want to have
a record of my somehow busy weekend:

Fri-rushed to write LS125 homework
Sat-went to school and was late, checked condo
conducted pictorials and edit '83 high cd interface
Sun-went to school to brainstorm CTK proj and
stayed half a day there
then went to mass with family
Mon-struggled to finish works for
com12,com14 and philo
and meet my cousin's bf and talked about my
sister's prospective bf
baby-sat my 11 pounds 10 months old
very makulit pamangkin Miggyboy

I was obviously very tired but someone texted me
and so I looked up at the sky and saw the heavens smiling.

I love that night.
Tnx JUPITER,VENUS AND MOON.
=)
im thinking that maybe im falling in love..but then again maybe this is just a stupid obsession...let us see what will happen