sarcasm at its finest.

is it enough to make you smile or do i have to actually make you laugh?
is hoping just for the sake of hoping still hoping?
i would not attend your wedding because i would just wish you unhappiness
if i so much as see a smile from you
and since that is inevitable given the happy circumstance
the most prudent thing to do
is of course
not to attend.
but somehow, somewhere in this masochistic heart of mine is the torch
of love that I still hold for you
much like Lady Liberty
shining for all the world see.
What I'm really trying to say here is that I love you. And that I hate you too.
But more important than those two is that I MISS YOU and it hurts so bad
I can actually cry.



---bato bato sa langit ang tamaan wag magfeeling, malay mo hindi ikaw tinutukoy ko