32 shots.

tonight after so many years I again imbibed a surprisingly large amount of alcohol. after many years I have broken my promise with myself and drank alcohol after school. does that make me a liar, a traitor or simply a girl who wants to experience what it is like to taste alcohol again?
so underneath this sudden alcohol attack is the pretense of nonchalance that I maintain. what happens after this?
i must wait and see.
for now I'll sleep and wake up early for the morning exercise.
this is not the alcohol speaking mind you
this is a hundred percent
i am just weird this way.
anyway goodnight.
see you tom!