3am nonsense

so I'm still wide awake
thinking of nothing in particular
reminiscing about nothing special
and doing nothing productive except
write in this blog
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coming up with a million excuses not to fall in love
is a bad idea because at the end of the day
the heart doesn't really listen to what the mind say
it is undeniably a fruitless effort

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Shooting stars fall
And twinkling stars twinkle
I was neither
I cannot promise you perpetual light
The same way I cannot promise you
Eternal love
I only know
That I met you
And you met me
And fate decided
That I can be a shooting star after all
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so what is the truth here?
do I make you sad or do I make you happy?
I know I make you sad
but you say I make you happy
so are my instincts lying
or is it you who is lying?

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one of the many truths in life:
LOVE IS COMPLICATED

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I told my friend that I like complicated
but I think I said that too fast
I did it without even thinking
because now that I started thinking about it
I realized
I do not like complicated
I like simple
no wait I said that too fast again
I LOVE SIMPLE
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