pondering..

Do you think that being loyal also means being trustworthy?
Or is it the other way around, that being trustworthy means you are loyal?
Is fidelity also measured by how much loyalty a person has?
I know they are interrelated somehow, if not pertaining to the same thing
and yet I can't help but feel that something in that relation is missing.

and is your inability to trust others just a manifestation of your inability to trust yourself?
say that you doubt all the time only because you don't trust yourself?