dEciDe...

if he asks for forgiveness...
Do I accept and live the truth?
Or do I deny and hope for the lie?

Is it better to hurt in truth
or live in false hope?

Would it matter if I
just close my eyes and believe
in the lie?

Is pain easier with truth or is
hurt better with a lie?

But then again,
if he asks for forgiveness...
am I ready to accept that another fairytale has
ended and a new era of martyrdom has begun?

am I strong enough to face yet another disappointment
or would I finally cower and forever hide
in the shadows of concealment?


MOOD:
reflective
SONG:
teardrops on my guitar